I was recently reading an article on Green Eyed Friends. Supposedly an unhealthy trait among people hindering them to allow space to their friends. Well, I realised I tend to become green eyed at times. It takes me time to make friends. Well, although I say am not attached to anyone, in actuality I feel I get over-attached. I begin to trust them with my life, maybe I expect a lot and when those expectations are not met, get depressed. What I tend to give I never receive it back. Whoever I get too attached to leaves me and that has filled a dread in me that it'll happen yet again. I get obsessive and possessive about the people I care about. Am I wrong to do it. It's just my love for them. Is it unreal to possess unfathomable affection. But at the end of the day it's a mind fucking game of Tag n who wins. Not me I guess!
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